Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Thank You God



 
In my last post, I wrote about going back to work and contemplating on resigning, however, I  really have to thank God for allowing everything to work out just as I wanted and for sending his angels to help me along the way. 
I must confess that I actually was going to resign my job the Friday before I was supposed to start because I hated leaving my baby home. However, Friday morning bright and early, my guardian angel called and informed me that the company I worked for was actually going under and were going to make staff redundant and she believed that I was in the list of people they were sending home. This meant that I would get paid a severance benefit which is better than resigning and leaving with nothing.
On hearing this, I decided to wait until the end of January to see if they would make me redundant. The first day I got to work, I was instructed to document everything I do, this indicated to me that I was going home for sure it was just a matter of time. Although going to work for the week was rough both physically and emotionally, I stuck it out, and on Friday evening I was called into the conference room by the CEO.
I knew what was going to happen and I was happy. He explained to me that the company took a hit regarding the stock and financial situation worldwide, hence he had to let me go. He was speaking in a very sad tone, however, I was normal and smiling. I got my cheque and in 10 minutes I left. I picked up my husband and was home early to spend time with my baby. I was so happy, I worked one week (after being on sick leave for one month and vacation for another then maternity for 3 months) and collected 3 months pay. I loved it! Just goes to show how Karma gets back at ya. I am a very hard worker, however, at work they made my original manager (who I loved) redundant and gave her job to another manager who was incapable and stressed me out during my pregnancy, hence I had to be home for so long because I started developing stress-related high blood pressure and anxiety attacks.
I’m really happy I can be home with my baby now and give her all the love she deserves, with money I might add, and I don’t have to sit in traffic for 2 hours everyday to get work and then have to deal with a boss who loved to stress me out.
So I thank God for really giving me what I wanted and needed this time.