My precious baby girl

I've always loved babies, they are the most precious thing on earth and I wanted a baby really badly for quite a while, then my wish came through.

She is now 11 weeks old and everything I thought she would be and more. I'm amazed by her everyday, her gorgeous smiles and laughs and her baby talks...they're the cutest ever. She is absolutely the most beautiful baby in every way, I love her bright and pretty eyes...the way she looks at me all lovingly when I'm nursing her. Now she quarrels when someone bugs her and she doesn't like it...and she's just 11 weeks old, what a personality she's got! She does this very cute sucking thing with her lips when she's sleeping as if she's still drinking and she has a particular way she purses her lips when she's pooping...she really is amazing.

I find myself taking tonnes of photos of her and making lots of videos. I don't want to forget her like this I guess, they grow up so fast...sigh. I don't want to miss a moment of her growing up, which is why I opted to work from home doing something less stressful than working full-time and being stressed like I used to be. I believe that my baby's precious moments are more valuable than any full-time job. Also, I plan to breastfeed for the first year of her life and doing that and working could be a little stressful on its own.

Looking into the future I hope I can love her and take care of her and teach her the way my mom did with me. I really want to protect her from the world and give her all the love she needs and more (that's where the paranoia sets in...lol). I know she'll be okay...I know we'll be okay, just have to enjoy every moment as it comes and treasure all the memories as they are made.

I still wonder if she's really mine sometimes, I think how could I have created someone so beautiful. I never thought I could love anyone so much!